Sorrry A,

This week went by reeeeeeally fast. Tomorrow is Friday, already. Last night, I stayed up to 3:30 AM to finish homework... and then this morning, I didn't even wake up in time for school. I just woke up right now, and it's three in the afternooon. FML.


So reparations from my week of rage is up and running. Everything is almost back to how it was. I've missed it.


I'm really sorry about how things turned out. I never really meant to intentionally hurt you. But after the first time you hurt me, I haven't really been able to let you back in. Sorry I was being so harsh when you were trying to be sincere. It's just that I don't think that it's fair on my half to keep leading you on. No matter what would have happened, the way things were "planned" or not, I know that I wouldn't give it my all and that's not fair to you. You deserve someone who is willing to put in all their effort towards you, and right now, that's just not going to be me. I'm really sorry. And to answer your question, I do still have feelings for you. But the trick about that is that I still have feelings for everyone I used to have them for. Because once you feel a certain way about someone, you never really stop, even if it's a lot or a little.


jvo